I feel embarrassed to write this post while I am so close to minor tests and so far to good marks. But there are always a couple of things I can say to anyone at anytime. I am a simple person who has high ambitions but I think that I am the only one who has it. When I see people around me laughing and playing cricket and eating momos out of nowhere and face booking and blogging, I think that the whole world has gone crazy. But still, there is a touch to it that is not yet visible. I think that we are all wearing a mask or rather a complete skin of a completely different person so that anything that you do wrong or crazy goes in the blame bank of someone else. And as soon as the environment gets adverse, we shed that skin like a snake and get back to fighting the daily struggle, the battle we have already lost or already won, because anyone who is still uncertain of results will not take it so casually.
I know that I am sounding completely insane an out of sorts but that is me for you. I am arbit, completely arbit and I like to watch movies that show characters like me and this is probably the reason why I don’t like any movie so much. People make night outs, only to sleep the entire next day and the worst part is that they don’t do anything useful in that night out, just lie down in their closet and watch anything to everything on a 17 inch laptop screen. Then they sleep at the dawn when they cannot bear sleep anymore and so, they give up on themselves. Either they don’t attend class and blame their wrong judgment or attend classes and sleep there. in any way, they ruin the entire day, already having ruined the previous night, not really worrying that there are people who are constantly studying, some not event eating lunch for studying. Can these people be bargained with? The question remains.
But a bigger question! Who am I to criticize someone? Am I too good? No way, I am also one of those culprits who do not mark false attendance for friends in the morning classes, who do not sleep till late in night doing nothing and SMS you in the morning to mark their attendance. You feel cheated and slaved if you obey. I know this can raise many issues, but I think blog is a private place for all thoughts and unless it is obscene and uncensored, everything deserves to be on the blog.
I know that I am sounding completely insane an out of sorts but that is me for you. I am arbit, completely arbit and I like to watch movies that show characters like me and this is probably the reason why I don’t like any movie so much. People make night outs, only to sleep the entire next day and the worst part is that they don’t do anything useful in that night out, just lie down in their closet and watch anything to everything on a 17 inch laptop screen. Then they sleep at the dawn when they cannot bear sleep anymore and so, they give up on themselves. Either they don’t attend class and blame their wrong judgment or attend classes and sleep there. in any way, they ruin the entire day, already having ruined the previous night, not really worrying that there are people who are constantly studying, some not event eating lunch for studying. Can these people be bargained with? The question remains.
But a bigger question! Who am I to criticize someone? Am I too good? No way, I am also one of those culprits who do not mark false attendance for friends in the morning classes, who do not sleep till late in night doing nothing and SMS you in the morning to mark their attendance. You feel cheated and slaved if you obey. I know this can raise many issues, but I think blog is a private place for all thoughts and unless it is obscene and uncensored, everything deserves to be on the blog.
Ohk dude...I believe this is unsolicited, but I will give you some advice.
ReplyDeleteYou shall find many types of people in college, and many may have completely different attitutes towards life than you. The best option is not to critisize, but accept this, and make the best of your own time. And, there are certainly other people out there in exactly the same state of frustration as you are. The challenge for you is to find them.
Overall, be flexible, you might not accomplish your 'one big thing' in college, but don't let that stop you from making the most of the experience. Life is long even after.